Seeing other moms go home with their baby is killing me!

First time mom here! My baby was born completely unexpected at 30 and 3 and has been in the NICU for two weeks now. Everyday at the hospital I have to walk past the moms going in to have their full term baby who are so excited with their hospital bags packed and ready to go. If I don’t see those moms going in, I see the moms coming out with their full term baby in their car seat ready to go home forever. I am STRUGGLING. I am sad. I am jealous. I am angry. I can barely hold in my tears when I walk past those moms. I long to have these experiences for myself and I am just so sad and feel robbed. Not only did I miss out on basically my whole third trimester but I was rushed to the emergency room with nothing in hand to have my sweet little baby 10 minutes later whisked away from me and a NICU stay that feels like there’s no end in sight. I guess I am just venting, but I know I cannot be alone in this feeling?!?! via /r/NICUParents https://ift.tt/OcZWjSH